at last
"i haven't noticed until today that i've been using the phrase 'at last' very often nowadays" :D
anyway, at last i am getting the time of my life to read books! i mean BOOKS that i picked myself and that i loonnged to buy... well maybe this only goes to show that at least, i can now afford to buy books! i am trying, since i was blessed with that power to buy, to pick a book every pay day when i am richest :D
... at first, i thought it was such a sad way of doing something to kill time when you are most alone... i am not using the word alone to mean loneliness... actually, i am finding a lot of new exciting things? that you'd only see when you're alone... i need not enumerate... well, FREEDOM for example. the feeling that your happy, alone and free. Or should i say, the fact that you're alone but happy and free. Or that alone and free but happy... well, i guess the word alone doesn't really matter. It's being happy and free that really weighs more for most people i know. It doesn't really matter whether you are alone or with a crowd or a partner or whatever. what i'm trying to say is that it is possible to be alone, happy and free at the same time :D
i am happy that i am realizing that...
i can very well relate to one of the lines in Paolo coelho's 11 minutes... it goes like
- "It hurt when I lost each of the various men i fell in love with. Now, though, I am convinced that no one loses anyone, because no one owns anyone.
That is the true experience of freedom: having the most important thing in the world without owning it."
anyway, at last i am getting the time of my life to read books! i mean BOOKS that i picked myself and that i loonnged to buy... well maybe this only goes to show that at least, i can now afford to buy books! i am trying, since i was blessed with that power to buy, to pick a book every pay day when i am richest :D
... at first, i thought it was such a sad way of doing something to kill time when you are most alone... i am not using the word alone to mean loneliness... actually, i am finding a lot of new exciting things? that you'd only see when you're alone... i need not enumerate... well, FREEDOM for example. the feeling that your happy, alone and free. Or should i say, the fact that you're alone but happy and free. Or that alone and free but happy... well, i guess the word alone doesn't really matter. It's being happy and free that really weighs more for most people i know. It doesn't really matter whether you are alone or with a crowd or a partner or whatever. what i'm trying to say is that it is possible to be alone, happy and free at the same time :D
i am happy that i am realizing that...
i can very well relate to one of the lines in Paolo coelho's 11 minutes... it goes like
- "It hurt when I lost each of the various men i fell in love with. Now, though, I am convinced that no one loses anyone, because no one owns anyone.
That is the true experience of freedom: having the most important thing in the world without owning it."
posted by karin at 10:16 PM
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