Losing myself

This is one of the nights when sleeping is just so difficult for me.  I had a tiring day - should be tiring enough to put me to sleep; but I just can't.  My issues are keeping me awake again.  I am half-aware and half denying that I have serious problems with myself.  No one can understand it but me and I know no one can solve it but me.  And it is so hard because all i can do for now is cry and think endlessly until my mind gets tired and retire to sleep.  

This all I can say for now.  I hope I win my own battle.  Then I would be truly happy